Poem : ???

This meaningless world of mine
Held no importance to me
This "why do I live?" question is so trivial
Held no importance to me either

I'm like an empty black box
Living being that held emotionless facade
Such thing as "expression" means nothing to me
Neither such thing called "hearts"

But then for the first time I have interest in something
Something you humans talk about so lightly
Something you humans risk your live for it
This trivial irrelevant thing you called "heart"

I said heart is not exist, like it is a trash for me
But the truth is I have no knowledge of such things
And I have none of it either
This hole in my chest is prove that the "heart" doesn't exist to me

But yet, it was a confusing matter
Until now I live for no purpose
Blindly followed those that have power
Because my existence is meaningless

Everything exist because my eyes sees them
Everything that it doesn't see doesn't exist
But this "heart" of yours is invisible to them
Where I can find it? What is it look like?

What is this heart that you priced so highly?
What meaning it held to you?
What benefits could you gain if you have it?
Is it hurt so much if you lost them?

Everything in this live is meaningless for me
Even if I could make it meaningful, for what purpose I do it?
If I have nothing, I will lose nothing
And then all this is nothing at all

I felt all the seven sins because of your so called "heart"
When I finally learnt what the "heart" was
All of me turns into ashes
But I lost nothing, and gaining that "heart"


Hello dear readers !!! Kenapa aku bikin puisi yang judulnya gak jelas kayak diatas? Soalnya saya lagi kena GEEES (Green Eyed Emo Espada Sickness).

Feel free to comment dan menebak tentang siapa puisi diatas, dan apa maksudnya GEEES.
Hint : Jawabannya sama
 
Oh ya, kalau bisa tebak juga judulnya